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I am changing my wardrobe,
I am changing my hair,
I am building a closet to house the vacant stares
I am building a body from the parts that remain
I am still in pain
but I am changing.
I wanna be
5 feet taller than I am
I wanna be
5 feet smaller than I am
I wanna be moving so rapidly
that my shoes they wear away from my feet,
I am on the path that leads not to defeat,
I am the one, the one to beat.
I'm rewriting my body
I am hoisting my sails,
I am carving sigils and
pulling up nails
I am building a coffin to
call my resting space
I just want to be safe
in this caging.
I wanna be
5 feet smaller than I am
I wanna be
5 feet taller than I am
I wanna be moving so rapidly
that I haven't closed my eyes in weeks,
I'm moving dead on my feet,
there is no question of who is weak.
I wanna be moving,
so rapidly...
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2. |
Woods & Wings
02:32
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There's a time in the night or a time in the day
when I think it'd be alright if I up and ran away
there'd be a spot in the woods where I could find my place
if only I could commit to the chase
towards feeling good,
towards feeling better
maybe I could
survive the weather
in the woods
with just my sweater
finally feeling good,
finally feeling better
feeling better.
If I could grow wings too large to hide
I'd rethink things, rework what's inside
and then when I'm ready I would fly away,
wrap my wings around me and sleep all day
'til I feel good,
'til I feel better
it's woods and wings
just trees and feathers.
If I understood
all of these tethers
maybe I'd be good,
maybe I'd feel better
finally feeling better.
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3. |
The Page
02:03
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I know I've stumbled on the verses
you wanted me to write
and though I've stumbled past your doorway
many moonless nights,
the distance seems so far between the walkway and the door
I don't know how we did this before.
Well I've given you hours,
but that was long ago
and I know deep down
that I'm supposed to know
that we're okay without asking
but there is so much distance inbetween
the start and the end of a scene.
Oh I stumbled on a sidewalk
like it was a decision
and though it's true you stumbled too
this isn't a competition.
Laying blame isn't the point of this song,
I just thought you'd want to hear it,
maybe hum along.
There is so much distance inbetween
the start and the end of a scene.
There is so much distance inbetween
the start and the end of a scene.
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It feels like forever-
the nights and the mornings.
The nights are so long
and the days just run together.
We'll wait it out, it's just another
one two three one two three...
We'll wait it out, it's just another
one two three one two three...
It's gone too fast,
I was a child yesterday.
I thought it would last
but everything just fades away.
You close your eyes, and seconds turn to
one two three one two three.
You close your eyes, and one day turns to
one two three one two three.
One foot
in front of the other.
Even if the nights are calling.
Even if my hair is grey, and my skin is old.
One foot, in front of the other.
One foot
in front of the other.
(one two three one two three)
One foot
in front of the other
(one two three one two three...)
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5. |
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I don't really know
how many times I've been in love
but I know how many times
I've been loved back..
Everything would be easier
if I wasn't always sad,
but I think I'd be less sad
if things were a little easier.
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6. |
2am Walks
03:20
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I am the night air,
you are a light
sorry that things
aren't quite
the way, the way
you wanted them to be
(the way they would be
in your crafted memory);
and I
am just an obstacle.
I am still so very full
of bad ideas and things to say,
hectic plans and great escapes,
words so far back on the shelf
they're not much help
to you or me or anyone else.
Still I wanna say I'm sorry that you're feeling bad,
text me when you're back home sad,
I wanna know how if you sleep at night,
I wanna say
sorry that you're feelin bad,
text me when you're back home sad.
Wanna know if you sleep at night.
Are you alright?
Are you alright?
I am a closed eye
trying to see
anything other than these pity parties
with invitations sent through the mail
I'd say that I'd go
but you know that I'd bail.
Still I'm sorry that you're feelin bad,
text me when you're back home sad.
Wanna know how you feel at night,
are you alright?
I'm sorry that you're feeling bad
text me when you're back home sad.
I wanna know how you feel at night,
are you alright?
Are you alright?
I wanna say I'd know if you weren't,
but I'm so in my head.
I wanna say there's not a deterrent
from keeping me peeking at what lies ahead.
But I am just my hands-
I don't expect you to understand.
I am just my hands,
I don't expect you to understand.
I'm sorry I'm still feeling bad,
I'll text you when I'm not home sad.
I wanna know how to sleep at night,
one day I'll be alright.
Sorry I'm still feeling bad
I'll text you when I'm back home sad.
I wanna know how to sleep at night,
one day I'll be alright.
One day, one day, I know I'll be alright.
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7. |
IAATCAICLMB (Houseguest)
02:15
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I was not meant for
longevity
I was not made to
outlast the rest.
I am only
temporary.
I am but a gentle houseguest.
I am only what I am in this moment
and what I am is nothing definable.
I am lightning in a vial,
I am love notes half erased
forever changeable
and indescribable.
I am not a girl,
I am not a ghost,
I am not a boy,
I am not a ghost,
I am not a girl,
I am not a ghost,
I am not a house,
I am not a home.
I was not meant for
longevity
I was not made to
outlast the rest.
I am only
temporary.
I am but a gentle houseguest.
I am but a gentle houseguest.
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8. |
Kindling
02:21
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I never asked to be
a sycamore tree!
Tie a rope to me,
I'd rather be a swingset.
I don't wanna be the thing that
cools you down
after you run where I can't
follow.
I don't wanna wait in
abject apathy
while you chase the sun
to swallow.
I don't wanna wait,
if I'm not even in a hand to hold.
I don't want this fate-
waiting for you or being alone.
I never asked to be
a sycamore tree!
Tie a rope to me,
I'd rather be a swingset.
I've know the axe just like your eyes,
waiting bated breath,
counting down
the hours.
I don't wanna be the things that
warms your hands,
stiff from toppling more
towers.
I don't wanna fall,
to the ground and then to pieces.
Coming when you call,
waiting til the heat increases.
I never asked to be
a sycamore tree!
Tie a rope to me,
I'd rather be a swingset.
I never asked to be
a sycamore tree!
Tie a rope to me,
I'd rather be a swingset.
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9. |
A Ukulele Ballad
02:04
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I've got you in a photograph,
the frame is wide and tall.
I guess that it's a good thing
that I tore down all my walls.
I've got you hanging in my mind,
though I left you far away,
so I can take in what I've memorized
before it fades away.
These days I'm more like boxes
than cellophane,
hiding all my treasures
from the window pane.
Like a frozen river,
keeping things in place,
I am so determined
to lose this race.
I've got you in a photograph,
the frame is wide and tall.
I guess that it's a good thing
that I tore down all my walls.
I've got you hanging in my mind,
though I left you far away,
so I can take in what I've memorized
before it fades away.
We haven't moved our mouths in
a lifetime or two.
I'd say we're heading south,
if there was anything left to lose.
I'd hardly call it romance,
all of that has died away;
now it just a reminder
that neither chose to stay.
I've got you in a photograph,
hanging on the wall,
so I can still pretend that you
remember me at all.
I've got you hangin in my mind
though I left you far away...
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10. |
Off Path
02:57
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I can't pretend
that I am where I want to be
but I've been through mazes
and I've raised up cities
there are so many things
I'd like to harvest
but I'm
just doing my best.
I know, I know,
there are so many things
I've got to do,
but I'd rather walk face forward
than dwell on the things I've been through.
I don't have a map,
I think that that's okay.
I am so off path,
I'll just make my own way.
Follow me!
I won't lead you anywhere great,
but I'm pretty good at conversation,
I'm pretty good at reading a compass,
I'm pretty good at standing up straight.
Follow me.
We'll get pretty lost pretty quick,
but follow me-
a change of scenery may do the trick.
There are a lot of place
I wish I'd never been to.
There are a lot of voices,
I wish I'd never listened to.
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Yo! the Moon Potsdam, New York
Just a star in Orion's belt reincarnated as a small bug living in a birch tree currently having a strange dream about being
a 23 year old college grad pretending to play banjo and other noises.
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